My white bridesmaid dress was beautiful, it came to just above the knee and had buttons half way down the front to my waist and I had matching white ankle socks, my long slim legs were very brown from the summer and my shoulder length brown hair really looked good with the white dress.

Mr. Brown was at the wedding, he is the owner of the stables were I keep my pony “Chip” I’ve had  Chip for 3 years now. Ever since my eleventh birthday, Chip has been and is the only and biggest love of my life but now he was very sick. The vet had been to see him. Mr. Brown had told me he had a virus for which special medicine was required and it was very expensive. My parents had already told me there was no way they could afford it and I would have to prepare myself for the worst.

Mr. Brown had told me he might be able to help and he was going to talk to me today at the wedding. At the reception he’d told me to meet him at 7 o’clock in the parking at his Rolls Royce, it was parked right at the end of the parking a big old white classic one. My dad was coming to pick me up from the reception at 8:30 because he did not want me to stay any later than that.

Mr. Brown was about 60 years old and a bit over weight and he was one of those old men that couldn’t keep his eyes of the young girls at the stables, I didn’t particularly like him. I waited at his car and when he arrived he opened the back door and we both sat in the back of his car.

He came straight to the point, telling me the medicine for Chip will be very expensive but after the cure, which will take about a year Chip will be as good as new again. He told me my parents had asked him to get chip taken to the knacker’s yard tomorrow morning, so he would be gone when I got back from school.

I was horrified and pleaded that he couldn’t do that. He agreed with me and said he could help; he could ring the vet, who would come tomorrow morning to start the treatment, if that is what I really wanted. However, he added, I would have to learn that everything in life has a price and sometimes we all have to do things we don’t want to do, too pay this price.

He looked at me and told me, that I was a very pretty young girl and he was a man, then he put his hand on my knee. I had never in my life been touched by a man before, I was really shocked,  quickly I pushed his hand away, telling him;

“No, Please Mr. Brown”

He tells me, it’s my decision; he gets his phone out, holding it in front of me he asks me, who should he ring now? The knacker’s yard, who would collect my pony, then take it away for dog meat, or the vet.

I didn’t know what to say, I love my pony, I really love my pony so very much, I would do anything to save Chip. My eyes watered a tear rolled down my cheek.

He got a box of tissues out of the door side pocket and handed me a tissue, saying:

“You want me to phone the vet don’t you?”

I nod; somehow I must, I just had to save Chip.

He continued: “it’s really a very small sacrifice you’re going to make now to save your pony; you do want to save Chip don’t you?”

I nodded again.

“Good girl” He says continuing

 “It won’t take long, just a few minutes with me here, and then you can go back to the wedding. Nobody will ever know, and then tomorrow after school you can come to the yard and give your pony a big hug. You want him still to be there tomorrow don’t you?”

I nod again and he puts his hand back on my bare knee, I don’t know what to do now.

I feel his hand slowly moving up and down feeling my leg; it’s horrible I hate being touched by him. I turn my head away from him and look out the car window into a green field.

He takes his hand away, thank god.

“See. That’s not difficult is it,” he says. I don’t answer him and just keep looking out the car window.

He moves his hands to the top of my dress and I feel his fingers undoing the top button of my dress.

“No please “I put my hands up to stop him from undoing the button.

“I can’t do this, Please Mr. brown. I’m not that type of girl, there must be another way,” I plead

He says, “It’s too late now. So just be a good girl or your pony is going to be dog meat by tomorrow morning, you understand?” I nod.

He undoes the top button, I don’t know what to do, I just keep staring out the window looking at the green field. He undoes the next button, my eyes fill with tears.  I want to stop him, but I don’t. I just want to save my pony I don’t want chip to be slaughtered; I want the vet to come and make chip better again, whatever it costs.

He slowly unbuttons the front of my dress. I’m crying now.  He opens my dress and I close my eyes. I’m so ashamed; I don’t want to do this.

I just sit there, rigid not moving, crying with my eyes tightly closed. as he pulls the top of my dress down off my shoulders and then down my arms.

“Don’t worry, nobody’s going to know about this, it will be out little secret” He says.

Then he pulls my little elastic bra down so that my small breasts are exposed. I immediately put my hands up to try and cover myself, but he pulls my hand away telling me, I’m a good girl and it won’t take long now.

 He puts his hand on my bare chest and starts touching my breasts. It’s awful; I feel so ashamed, I just sit there with my eyes closed, hands by my crying while his hand gropes and squeezes my small breasts. I just want him to stop.

Finally, he stops touching my breasts, as he takes his hand away I Immediately pull my bra and dress back up to cover my self. I think he’s going to let me go now and I will never ever tell anybody about this that’s for sure.

But then he pushes me back down onto the large back seat. I feel his hands on my legs moving up under my dress to the top of my legs, his fingers getting hold of my panties.

“No please stop, I have to go now”. I plead, as he begins pulling my panties down.

Sobbing I tell him.  “No stop!. I have to go, my daddy will be here soon”

My little white panties have been pulled down to my knees now. He tells me, just a few more minutes and then I can go.

Quickly he pulls my pants down to my ankles, then them over one foot so they are just left hanging round my other ankle.

His strong hands grab hold of my ankles and he pulls my legs apart and moves himself in between my opened legs. He pushes and pulls my skirt up.

I’m frightened now.  Frightened of what he wants to do to me.

“Please” I stammer, telling him “Please no, I don’t do anything to me. I don’t want you to go all the way”

I heard the other girls using that expression at school, when they were talking about boys, How far did you let him go? Did you let him go all the way?  But none of them had done that, not yet.

He then asks me if I’m still a virgin.

I nod, I am, and it was the truth. I haven’t even had a boy friend yet.  “Please I’m only fourteen”, I plead, adding, “and I want to stay a virgin.”

I meant that as well, I really wanted to stay a virgin it was very important to me. I intended to keep my virginity until I was at least eighteen; I was definitely going to save myself. I had even dreamed about my wedding, I would have a beautiful white dress and of course, I would still be a virgin, pure and innocent in white, I was going to save myself for this special day in my life.

Brown bends over me telling me, He understands, just a few more minutes now and then I can go back to the wedding reception. He tugs and pulls the back of my white bridesmaid dress up so my bare bottom is on the cream blanket.  I believed that he understood and that I want to stay a virgin and he wont do any thing to me. In a few minets he will let me go. He’s bent over me, I see or hear him unzip and open his trousers; he’s heavy laying on me, he’s got his hand between the top of my legs.

With his knees, he pushes my legs further apart…

I think again, he knows I’m a virgin and he knows I want to stay a virgin.  So he won’t go all the way.

He pushing something hard against me, I think he’s trying to push his finger in my vagina. It’s uncomfortable, it feels too big and it starts to hurt as he tries to push it in me.

“No stop, Your hurting me” I tell him. Horrified I suddenly realize, it is not his finger, he is trying to push in me.  it’s really hurting now as he pushes harder.

I scream at him to stop it. Frightened now, I wriggle furiously, trying to push him off. Somehow, I have to stop him.  If I can close my legs, but he’s too heavy, I try to get my hand down there to push his thing away, but I can’t.

I scream at him. “Stop, No. Stop it, Stop it your hurting me”

I wriggle desperately, trying to close my legs, 

Finally, I manage to pull my knees together and thank god I’m able to close my legs enough to stop him.

Brown is really angry now with the stupid little bitch, he’d only just managed to get the tip of his penis into the tight little bitch’s vagina entrance, when she started wriggling desperately and closing her legs, stopping him, so couldn’t push his penis into her any further and he wasn’t able to penetrate her properly.

But brown was determined now, he was going to have his way with this tight young virgin. She was going to lose her virginity here and now that was for sure.  He intended to be the first man between her beautiful young legs. The girl was going to lose her innocents today. He had taken some Viagra and now his penis was fully erect, in fact, it was as hard as a rock and his balls were full.  He was determined now to shove his penis right up inside her tight little cunt, give her a good fucking, then  empty all his sperm deep inside the little bitch  whether she liked it or not. And after he’d finished with her today, he’ll have made certain that she won’t be saving her precious virginity for anyone else.

Angrily Brown tells her:

“Listen, If you are going to be difficult, then you pony is going to the slaughter house today. Do you know what they do there? They shoot a long metal spike into is head and wriggle it about inside it brain until its dead, then by tomorrow morning your pony will be dog food. Do you understand that”

Brown listens to the sobbing girl pleading.

“No please. Please I beg you don’t do this to me, I want to save my pony but please don’t do this to me”

Brown firmly tells her: “You don’t have a choice now girl”

“Please I beg you” I keep pleading and begging him, as he gets hold of my leg, pulling it up and pushing my foot over the back of the front seat he pulls it down so my leg  is jammed tightly  in  the small gap between the two front seats . With my other leg he pulls it in the other direction. Forcing my legs apart. He lifts my leg up and pushing my foot up on top of the back seat so that my legs are now spread wide apart.

Brown looks down at the young girl her long slim legs now spread wide apart, between the top of her legs a delicate fluff of golden brown pubic hair.

The girl is crying: “No please. I beg you, please don’t do this, let me go”

I beg and plead as he repositions himself between my opened legs.

He bends over me, putting his hand down in between the top of my legs. I feel his thing hard pushing against me.

“Please no” I keep begging him to stop. I know, I won’t be able to stop him now. I don’t want him to do this to me, but I can’t close my legs because one foot is caught, jammed in between the front seats so I can’t pull it out, with one hand he’s holding my other leg up on the back shelf his fingers tight round my ankle holding my foot up to keep me legs spread wide apart.

“No please” I beg him now as he lowers himself on top of me . his other hand between the top of my legs,  I can feel he’s trying to push his penis into me.

“No. No.”

Oh god please don’t let this happen to me. I don’t want him to do this to me.

“Please don’t, stop it.” I plead.

He mustn’t put his penis in me, I don’t want him to do that.

I can feel him opening stretching me as he tries push it inside my vagina. Its hurting, Its really hurting now.

“Stop it. Stop it” I yell at him.

Oh, god please make him stop.

I scream now, in agony, It hurts so much and it feels like his large penis is tearing me apart as he forces it into my vagina.

I keep screaming as I feel him pushing it further up inside me.

His penis is inside me, I can feel it, it’s so big inside me.

“Get of me stop it”. I scream at him and try to push him off but, he grabs my arms then holding my arms down he pushes himself further into me.

I gasp and cry out as he thrusts his penis into me, pushing it in as far as he can.

He withdraws and I gasp again then and cry out in pain as he thrusts it back into me.

He does it repeatedly; again and again, each time thrusting it right up inside me. Pushing it in as far as he can. It hurts so much.

Each time he thrusts he gets more of his large penis up inside me.

I just laid there sobbing while he does it to me,

After about a few hard thrusts, he was able to get the full length of his penis inside me. its still hurting but not as much as before.

Suddenly keeping his penis pushed up inside me he stops moving and is still for a moment.

He says to me:

 “Good girl. That’s better now, you really were a tight little virgin, don’t worry,” He continues. “Now that I’ve busted your cherry,  and taken you virginity,  It never going to hurt like this again”

  “Please just let me go” I beg him.

He says: I’m nearly finished. just a few more minutes and then you can go”

He pulls the top of my dress down again, saying he wants to see my little tits. I don’t resist, I think what does it matter now  as pulls my bra down so my small breasts are exposed

I just lay there and close my eyes as he grabs my breasts squeezing them while he moves his penis back and forth in side me.

His breathing load now he and starts grunting as his movement get quicker

Please God. I want him to stop.

I just lay there crying while he does it to me it hurts as he reputably thrusts his penis back and forth in side me. I don’t try to resist. I can’t stop him, it’s too late now, I just want him to finish, so it will be over.

Sobbing I beg him

“Please stop, my daddy will be looking for me.”

Finaly he gasps and stops moving inside me, I feel it warm inside me, I think he’s finished now.

He withdraws and gets off me, I just lay there on the seat, my legs still wide apart I’m’ hurting between my legs and where his penis has been up inside me.

I hear him doing his trousers up, I look at him and he asked me if I’m okay, I’m crying and I don’t answer him. He hands me some tissues, he tells me I’m bleeding.

I look down at my legs, horrified I see blood between the top of my legs on the inside of my thighs. He tells me not to worry, saying, it’s normal for a virgin to bleed the first time she has sex, it will stop in a few moments.

I pull my bra and dress up and use the tissue to wipe the blood off my legs. I’m bleeding. He hands me more tissues, I hold them with one hand between the top of my legs while I button my dress up.

I take the tissues away from between my legs, but I’m still bleeding, so I put some more tissues between my legs and put a foot back through my panties and pull them up again.

He steps out of the car and holds the door open for me, as I stand up I’m shocked to see the  large blood stain on the gray blanket. He laughs saying its only my virgin blood, he will clean it up later. Outside the car, he holds my arm and gives me another tissue for my tears. He tells me the vet will be seeing my pony tomorrow and everything will be alright.  He adds that I was a good girl and nobody will ever have to know about this. It will be just our little secret, He tells me to go back to the wedding now. Then he gets in his car and I watch him drive off.

In his Rolls Mr. Brown has a very satisfied grin on his face as he picks up his phone and dials a preset number.

“I did it. You know that very pretty young girl from the stables, Jane Birch. I’ve just had the little bitch, just now at Miriam’s wedding, she was one of the bridesmaids and I’m telling you she looked breathtaking, she had a little white bridesmaid dress on with white ankle socks. So sweet and innocent and she was innocent very innocent, He laughs, she was still a virgin, I told you she would be.  Laughing he continues, well she’s definitely  not a virgin any more now, I’ve made sure of that and I got her virgin blood all over my car blanket to prove it. God she was a tight little bitch I had a hell of a job getting my prick in her. You should have heard her, good job I parked the car at the back of the car park she screamed her pretty little head off when I popped her cherry, but after I’d opened the tight little bitch I was able to give her a real good fucking, and it was very enjoyable, I tell you she’s got a great young  body, nice and firm not much tit on her yet, but then the bitch is still  young.” There was silence while person on the other end of the phone talked.

Brown continued:  “I told her the vet will be coming round tomorrow but it’s going to take at least a year using very expensive medicines maybe even longer. He laughed and the little bitch is going to pay for it, once a week I will have her round and she’ll have to drop her knickers and open her pretty little legs for me.

Brown laughed; she fell for the story, hook line and sinker. She really believes her pony is sick. I’ll tell you what, if you wait till I’ve fucked her a few more times and broken her in properly, so that she really understands why she’s got a hole between her legs, then you can be my guest and try her out yourself”

I watched the Rolls Royce go out of the parking, slowly I start walking back to where the wedding reception was. It’s still hurting between my legs and my tummy is aching I can feel where he’s been inside me. I know I’ve been raped. I think it was rape, I said no, I told him I was a virgin and I didn’t want him to go all the way, I tried to stop him. But he still did it and I know because he put his penis inside me that I’m definitely not a virgin any more now.

Back at the wedding reception I go straight to the toilet. I take the tissue out from between my legs. There’s blood on it, I put it down the toilet and take some more toilet paper and look again. There’s fresh blood on it, I’m still bleeding. I  put some fresh toilet paper between my legs inside my panties  and go outside. To the front of the building. My daddy is there waiting in the car for me and he takes me home.

As soon as I get home I go straight to the shower, desperately I try to wash away what that horrible man has done to me, I just want to be clean again, but I can’t wash away what he’s done to me. I know I am never going to be clean again now, after what he has done to me. I wash myself again and again but I still feel dirty. He s put a stain on me. one that I will never be able to get rid for the rest of my life.

After the shower I go to bed, my eyes are closed but I cannot sleep. l keep thinking about what he has done to me. I know, I have definitely been raped, he raped me, it was rape, I said no, and I kept saying no, but he just didn’t stop. I know that I’m not a virgin any more now, he took my virginity, I know that for sure. he forced his large penis into my vagina. Pushing it right up inside me so until he was able to have sex and then he fucked me until his lust was satisfied  She knew he’d come, ejaculated inside her. Because she been all wet afterwards and it was not just blood, he’d put his sperm, his filthy seed, it was inside her now, she just hoped to God he hadn’t made her pregnant, the only consideration was she knew now that her pony would be saved

I didn’t see Mr. Brown at the stables for about two weeks, I was relieved because really didn’t want to see him.

It was on a Monday late afternoon  I was in the stable and  had just finished brushing my pony who was a lot better now because of the medicine the vet was giving him every week, when Mr. brown suddenly appeared at the stable door.

He asked me if my pony was better. I just nodded I didn’t want to talk to him or have anything to do with him.

But he continued talking to me. Telling me how expensive the treatment was and how very important it was that the treatment was continued.

He asked, if I understood what he meant. I just nodded.

He told me to come to his office tomorrow after school and he would show me the vets bills. He added if I wasn’t at his office by 4.30 tomorrow then the vet would not be coming here anymore.

After school the next day, still in my school uniform I went to his office.

 I was going to tell him that I would go to the police if he touched me again.

At his office he showed me a vet’s bill for just over £250, explaining that was just one visit and my pony needed 4 visits every month for nearly a year.

I was horrified at the cost but he told me not to worry. he would pay all the vet bills  and my pony would get better. but he said I had to understand, that just a quickie in the back of his rolls was not going to be enough to cover the cost of my pony’s medicine and treatment.

He took hold of my arm and walked me through the back door to another room. He told me to wait there, he’d be back in a moment. In this room was just an old desk with lots of horsey pictures behind it, so I just stood there and waited, looking at the pictures.

When he came back into the room he closed the door behind him. then he said.   That I either did what he said, or he would ring the knackers yard now, they would could collect today and  by tomorrow morning my pony would be dog food and that little bit of fun with you in the back of the Rolls would have all been for nothing.

I was devastated “Please don’t that, Mr. Brown” I pleaded to him

He looked me up and down; I was in my school uniform, a dark blue skirt, white blouse, blue blazer and white knee length socks on.

Then he said “So, are you going to be a good girl?” I just nodded, what else could I do.

“Good” he said continuing “This won’t take long, now just take your pants off”

 “No. I wont do that” I told him and added, “If you touch me again, I will go to the police”

Its  your decision; he said and now get out, and on the way out say goodbye to your pony as you will definitely never be seeing him again”

He took his phone out and said “I’ll call the knackers yard now, they should be her in about 20mins, now get out and I don’t want you ever coming here again”

My pony. My poor pony I can’t let this happen to him. Oh god. I stood there crying..

He saw me crying and asked, if perhaps I wanted to change my mind?”

Crying, I just nodded.

“That’s much better for your pony, your making the right decision. Nobody will know about our little secret. It would be a real shame now if what you did in the back of my rolls was for nothing.”

I just looked at the floor in front of me, as he continued “ I like you in your school uniform, with your white socks on, you look just like a virgin”. He laughed, saying “That will be our little secret nobody will know. I don’t have a lot of time now, so just take your pants off”

I didn’t have a choice, if I didn’t do what he wanted, I knew I’d never see my pony again.

“It hurts and what if I get pregnant?” I pleaded.

He laughed, saying. “I had a vasectomy 5 years ago so  you wont get pregnant and don’t worry it wont hurt, your not a virgin any more now”

He just stood there looking at me waiting, I had to do what he wanted.

He watched me as I put my hands up under my skirt and pulled my panties down, I started crying as I took them off and put them in my blazer pocket.  

“Take your blazer off” I did what he said; he took my blazer and put it over a chair next to the desk.

He grabbed my arm and pushed me up to the desk, pulling me around  so I was standing  facing the desk. Hs stood right behind me and put his hand on my back

“Bend over the desk”

I felt his hand on my back pushing me as I slowly and unwillingly bent over his desk. He stood behind me with one of his hands flat on my back to keep me bent over the desk. I heard him unbuckling his belt, then the zip on his trouser being pulled down. ….