My boyfriend Mike wants to play an erotic game with me, and I’m not sure if I want to do it. In fact I definitely don’t want to do it.

But he’s been going on about it all week, constantly nagging me to play some sort of an erotic game with him.

I’m still quite young and he is my first proper boyfriend, he is quite a bit older than I am, and  3 weeks ago we had sex, it was my first time and it was not very enjoyable. I’m a bit old fashioned and didn’t really want to do it, in fact I wanted to stay a virgin until I was a bit older, but it happened  and I can’t change that now.

Finally I agree that I will do this silly erotic game that wants, well he did say, if I did it, then he would buy me the new iPhone, which I really wanted but could never afford, so reluctantly I agree to do his silly  erotic game,

He tells me to come round to his house on Sunday at 2.00 in the afternoon. I have to come dressed as usual but I must be wearing white panties and bra.

On Sunday I go round to his house, he shows me into one of the bedrooms. On the bed is a blue cotton dress and some white socks, which I have to put on. The dress is short sleeveless. it has a zip at the back and little pop buttons over the shoulders on each side to keep it up. The hem came to just above my knees. Normally I don’t wear dresses, jeans and a sweatshirt are more my thing, this dress is a bit like the one I have to wear for school in the summer.

After I’ve changed he came back into the room, telling how nice I look in the dress, then he opens the top draw of a chest and takes out a pair of handcuffs. I’m not too sure about this and I really don’t want to do it, but he takes hold of my wrist and pulls it behind my back, he tells me not to worry, it’s only a game. The hand cuff clicks in position round my wrist then my other hand is pulled behind and the hand cuff is put on, so that now my hands are now securely handcuffed behind my back.

He makes me sit on the bed and then takes out of the same draw a pair of leather ankle straps. He knells in front of me and puts the straps on round  my ankles. a short length of chain is fixed between the ankle straps. This chain is just long enough to enable me by taking short steps to walk. Now he takes something else out of the draw, it’s a leather collar with a chain attached to it, it looks like a dog collar. He puts it round my neck, does the buckle up fixing the collar in place with the chain hanging down the front of my dress.

Next, he takes a blind fold out of the draw, it’s like one of those you get given to you on aeroplanes. He puts the blind fold on and tells me he’s just going to take me to another room now.

I really wish I hadn’t agreed to do it now, even though I did want the iPhone.  I don’t understand what could be erotic about this, in fact I was a bit frightened now.

Holding  my arm he guides me slowly out of the room. It difficult to walk because I’m blindfolded and due to the short length of chain between my ankles I can only take small steps.

I’m led to another room in his house, he pushes me back against a wall, the chain attached to the collar round my neck is pulled up and fixed to something above my head, then the chain  between my ankles is  fixed to the floor between my feet.

He tells me the game is going to start in a minute and once it’s started even if I don’t like it,  it will still only be over when its finished, he won’t talk to me or answer any of my questions. He reminds me not to forget it is only a game.

He tells me

Then he says, he is just going out of the room and when he returns the game will start.

I hear him go out of the room and the door closes. It is quite a few minutes before i here the door opening, and he comes back in the room.

He asks me if I know what live streaming is? I knew films could be streamed over the internet  also  shows and events could be watched live over the internet.

He continues, telling  me, that today I am going to be an internet star.

Then he removes the blindfold.

I’m a bit shocked because he’s put a clowns mask on to cover his face and is wearing a black jogging suit. As he moves away from in front me, I see what is behind him, there’s two large video cameras mounted on tripods directly in front of me, with the camera pointing straight at me and on both sides of the cameras are flood lights.

No. I don’t like this.  I  definitely don’t want him to video me, I’m quite a shy person and don’t even like having my photo taken. And I certainly don’t want anyone looking at me over the internet.

I tell him, that I don’t want to be filmed or have some friend of his looking at me.…..   But he just ignores me completely as if he hadn’t even heard me. I’m annoyed now,   I certainly do not want him making a video of me, desperately I try to pull my hands free but I can’t, the handcuffs are too tight round my wrists. I realise there is no way I am going to be able to get my hands free,  at least not until he releases me.

The room he’s taken me too is his back kitchen, it’s a kitchen at the back of the house that he never uses. I’m standing with my back to the wall and opposite and to the left of me is the fridge and kitchen units.

On one of the kitchen services is an opened lap top with a cable connecting it to the video cameras. He is looking at the laptop and tapping the keyboard writing something.

While he using the laptop he tells me that the more men that log in to see my live stream,  the more money he will make, every time I hear a ping from the laptop it will be another viewer paying to log in, so, he can look at my live stream.

He walks over to the video camera and switches the camera on, a little red light  comes on the front of the camera showing that its working. I quickly look away from the camera, not wanting any strange man to see my face.

He turns the laptop round so I can see the screen, its blank.

As he pushes a key on the laptop he tells me “Were going live now, lets see how many admires you attract, if we get about 25 or more looking, then your iPhone will be paid for.

Almost immediately I hear a pinging and a number comes up on the lap top 5 on line then  the number changes to 8 on line, and the pinging continues soon I see 15 then 20 on line.

“I don’t want the iPhone, not like this, please I don’t need it” I plead.

He ignores me saying he will turn of the pinging noise it rather annoying.

He stands in front of me so I couldn’t see the laptop, telling me that it will be mostly men from anywhere in the world who log onto my live stream and anyone of them has the opportunity to pay more and the one that pays the most, can then actually communicate with us over the  live stream.

He walks back and stands next to me.

Shocked, I see the laptop and now 85 are ON LINE

Please I don’t want all these men looking at me. I tell him

Then from the lap to I hear a man’s voice exclaiming,

“Very nice, pretty girl”.

“she looks a bit young. how old is she?” He voice asks.

My boyfriend answers “just eighteen and she was a still a virgin when I met her, but she not a virgin anymore now.”.

I feel embarrassed, why is he talking to another man, a complete stranger about something so private, he shouldn’t be telling him that.

The voice again, load and clear.

“Show me her legs”

“No” I say loudly as he pulls and lifts the front of my dress up, right up till the hem of my dress is above my waist so my legs and panties are exposed to the camera.

“Stop it. No. I don’t want anyone looking at me”. I tell him, Ignoring me he holds my dress up.

I hear the voice say:

“Nice slim legs, just keep her dress up while I take a photo”

I hear the distinctive sound of a camera shutter being activated.

“Please, I don’t want to be photographed or videoed, I don’t like that, and I don’t want all these people looking at me” But again I am ignored,

The voice continued.

“Very nice. She’s going to be a star. Now, I want to have a proper look at her. Take her dress off.”

I was horrified.

“No. No, I don’t want you to do that” I said and I really meant it. Again I struggle to try and get free.

He just ignores me, and while I’m struggling, trying to pull my hands out of the handcuffs  he unzips the back of my dress.

“No stop it, please” then the two little hooks over her shoulders are undone and then he pulls my dress down. I can’t stop him and the dress just slips down and lays on the floor around my feet.

My eyes fill with tears now as I stand there in just my underwear. I hear the camera clicking, a tear rolls down my cheek and I’m dreading what might happen next. I feel so embarrassed standing there in her underwear I just stare down at the floor Infront of me wishing I had never agreed to do this.

The voice again:

“Make her look at the camera”

Mike holds my hair and pulls my head up making me look at the camera, behind it see on the laptop there’s over a hundred now on line looking at me.

The voice again.

“Don’t be shy, you’re a very pretty girl, don’t worry, your going to be a star.

I just want to be invisible,  and wish that camera in front of me would disappear.

The voice continues:

“She’s got a good body, now let’s show the camera what all the men like to see.

“Pull her bra so we can see her tits”

What I dreaded was going to happen, tears rolled down my cheeks as I plead

Please no, stop it, I don’t want the iPhone. Please stop it, just let me go”

“No were not going to do that” Mike said

God I was relived, at least mike had some decency and what I dreaded wasn’t going to happen.

He went over to the laptop, that no showed 180 on line and tapped away at the key board for a few minutes.

You do have a lot of admires, a hundred and eighty at the moment, I’ll tell you what we’ll do, if we get 200 logged in on line to look at you. Then I’ll show them your tits”

No please I don’t want you to that, I don’t want the Iphone and I want to stop this now” I told him.

Don’t worry he said as he came back and stood next to me. I don’t think we will get that many who want to look at you.

I stared at the laptop, 185 then it went to 190 ..193.. slowly rising 195… 197

Please, even if it gets to 200 don’t do this.

Then it appeared on the screen in bright red letters 200

“No don’t, please don’t” I begged.

“Yes, but they’ve paid, so we mustn’t disappoint them” he said as he reached out for my bra staps.

I continued pleading as  he slowly slipped my bra straps down off my shoulders and then he pulled my bra down so that my breasts were exposed,

I put my head down in shame sobbing, I should never have agreed to do this,

The voice again

“Hold her head up, make her look at the camera”

He grabbed my hair and my head was pulled back, crying, he forced me to look at the camera.

The voice again:

“Good girl look at the camera, that’s what the men like to see. Shame her tit’s are a bit small, but there nicely shaped with good little nipples. So now I want you to feel and play with her tits”

Mike still kept holding my hair to keep me looking at the camera then with his other hand he began grouping my breasts.